Have Fun....ill miss you!!!!

well ...looks like my nowandlater..is headin to hawaii for a family trip...for a whole week..sad..bt i know she will have a fun experience....soo have fun ...babe..il lb here..always...wen u get bak...and b4 u get on the plane..im here...

And This is ..somethin i want to be in!!!

dare i say im close 2 this??... imean..i have my zones..bt this is prolly one of the ones im actually scared of being in..cz if im in it..its something..that i will always be in...somethin i can never fight my way out of...its something i know that has the power to hurt me...its that much of a zone for me..its somethin i gott to really...fight away from..till i know..i can see the portal ...and the scenary..of this ZONE>...im ready for it..bt is it ready 4 me??...all we can do is wait..and see how this goes over time...

Corny...but real!!!

The most sensitive part in a mans body..is his heart...past the muscles..bones ...and anything else...heart is most sensitive...i mean im good...my girl and i are doing swell lol...bt too get in a real moment for everyone...this some true stuff...i care for you babe...here 4 u...trust!!!...

She really is!!!!>...ahaha ..she is jst amazing!!

my phone rings..who is it??....my nowandlater...lol..she called to say why didnt i txt bak lol she was getting upset..i was upset in the 1st place...kidE shit..ahaha..but neway..we talkd n i smiled she smiled...and told her goodbye...n waited for her txt wen she got home lol..well to get more to the point...as she calls...what song is playing??




she is just awesome...damm babe..your THE FUCKEN BEST (insider) lol..well ill b waiting for u ..i nthe am

What is the point anymore????

when your confused...and lost..all you can do is hang you head down.. i mean...when feelings are confused or in a maze...u honestly dont know what 2 do..but hang ur head down..and listen 2 muzik...soo im on my BIGGIE SMALLS-suicidal thoughts..vibe rite now..or close 2 it...i mean ..i dont like havin feelings playd..with..and idk what 2 do now??? ...fuk it..ill b back on..hopefully more positive..and in a better mood...

*why love..a chick who is real as a fake friend.,
or love a woman who would fuck a best friend?,*
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Feeling on CLOUD 9 right now!!!!!

never truly understood that..ahaha..but sounds a nice spot to be at hahaahahaha...actin a lil bit out of normal..cz of my girl...been on my mind...seen her 2day..workd out..and gave her the flowers damm..did it make her happy...well it made me happy 2 c her the way she was.....kisses to you babe...i miss you already .....

well...goodnight 2 all..bback on d other blog...asap..got some shit on my mind..music wise....oooo and bout 2 work on my new mixtape called *Love Is...??*...this gna be on some CH THE L WORD type shit..crazy inspiration...

These are for you!!!

in a series of events...ive been thru ..wat it feels like already alot with you...soo i give you some flowers..thru the internet lol(yeh i already gave you some in person babe) lol..bt thought i do some a lil diff..show you im thinking of you...at all times of the day....alrite...well txtng you already n let u kno haaha

Best part in "the Jerk"...beautiful hahaa

i am a lil disappointed i cldnt get the video..but i got the URL..check it out....this the realist part in the movie...i wanted 2 sample part of this..for a song.from ( 3:47 to 3:56)..alot i can do with it....and just talk about love..fo real..its dat real to me...lol

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AI8NuFAETMQ


love is the craziest fantasy a man can have!!!!...

youll be seeing alot of charles on this!! lol

song is crazy true...if it wasnt for charles..i couldnt really see love thru muzik...fo reall!!!

LOVE<3..is unimaginable

like my other blog...im gonna be posting this song..cz this is the song for me..puts me in a zone...i mean..i felt like ive gotten dat girl of my dreams...you know its real..when you really..want to be with her...all day..everyday..i mean..she truthfully...is my nowandlater...she...somethin i can keep my hands on...she ...wonderful..excelent..great..amazing..u name it..she is it....

tell you the truth your just being.....

jst chill..its what i can say now..i mean...i got a new girl..she down with me in a different way...i mean..its just not ment to be??..or is it??....like i said...time will only tell....

what can you say about this???

"i like how a guy says hes different from all the others & has the girl give him her all...bt only so she cud fall...yet again..without him 2 catch her. So in the end she's still brokenhearted & he jus proves hes jus like the last"


all i can say...is ...its for the best..i mean...i got other things 2 do..and plenty other things in my mind...im on my 808 shit yehh...but im on my muzik vibe also...soo time will tell what happens...all i cn do is apologize 2 you..dats it...sorryy!!! but prolly the realist txt ive gotten.to show how much...of an Asshole i am>....sorryy!!