MEET STEPHANIE...

yehh i said i wouldnt blog on here..till i found one..bt i thought i post this...cz this is the one ive talkd about...but hurt me...(MY FAULT TOO) ashamed ..so much yesss... bt neway...here is somethin that could of been..som31 i could of really had somethin with... i can really say i miss her...cz i do...this a goodbye note to STEPHANIE...i cared for her...hopefully u forgive me...or hear me thru this..cz i miss you!!

And we go our..seperate ways!!

well...its a bad day for myself...cz loooks like i am not gna get my nowandlater...or my soon2be...looks like im at square 1...soo prolly last time for this blog..till i actualyl find a real..REAL GIRL...my fault it happen..so all i can do now..is try to be on my weezy shit..and fuck every girl in the world type vibe...i mean...girls know how 2 hurt you bad..put u down...i jst feel awful..and..dont care nemore...pretty much wreckd..soo alli am going 2 do...is watch RUNS HOUSE..and eat ice cream....last posting on this...tilla real legitament ...woman..comes around...and jst seems real!!!....

Have Fun....ill miss you!!!!

well ...looks like my nowandlater..is headin to hawaii for a family trip...for a whole week..sad..bt i know she will have a fun experience....soo have fun ...babe..il lb here..always...wen u get bak...and b4 u get on the plane..im here...

And This is ..somethin i want to be in!!!

dare i say im close 2 this??... imean..i have my zones..bt this is prolly one of the ones im actually scared of being in..cz if im in it..its something..that i will always be in...somethin i can never fight my way out of...its something i know that has the power to hurt me...its that much of a zone for me..its somethin i gott to really...fight away from..till i know..i can see the portal ...and the scenary..of this ZONE>...im ready for it..bt is it ready 4 me??...all we can do is wait..and see how this goes over time...

Corny...but real!!!

The most sensitive part in a mans body..is his heart...past the muscles..bones ...and anything else...heart is most sensitive...i mean im good...my girl and i are doing swell lol...bt too get in a real moment for everyone...this some true stuff...i care for you babe...here 4 u...trust!!!...

She really is!!!!>...ahaha ..she is jst amazing!!

my phone rings..who is it??....my nowandlater...lol..she called to say why didnt i txt bak lol she was getting upset..i was upset in the 1st place...kidE shit..ahaha..but neway..we talkd n i smiled she smiled...and told her goodbye...n waited for her txt wen she got home lol..well to get more to the point...as she calls...what song is playing??




she is just awesome...damm babe..your THE FUCKEN BEST (insider) lol..well ill b waiting for u ..i nthe am

What is the point anymore????

when your confused...and lost..all you can do is hang you head down.. i mean...when feelings are confused or in a maze...u honestly dont know what 2 do..but hang ur head down..and listen 2 muzik...soo im on my BIGGIE SMALLS-suicidal thoughts..vibe rite now..or close 2 it...i mean ..i dont like havin feelings playd..with..and idk what 2 do now??? ...fuk it..ill b back on..hopefully more positive..and in a better mood...

*why love..a chick who is real as a fake friend.,
or love a woman who would fuck a best friend?,*
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